I Aborted The Billionaires Only Heir

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On our eighth wedding anniversary, I had everything perfectly arranged. The candlelight was soft, the steak was resting, and tucked beneath my napkin was a positive pregnancy testthe surprise I had waited years to give him.

Then, my phone buzzed. A FaceTime call from Gary.

The background was a chaotic blur of a dimly lit lounge. His voice was thick, a strange, gravelly rasp that made my skin crawl. But it was the angry red mark on the side of his neck that caught the light, bright and unmistakable.

Hey, babe. Guess what Ive been up to? He grinned, that lopsided, playful smirk that used to make my heart melt. Now, his tone felt like a needle driving into my ear.

The blood in my veins turned to ice. My hand shook as I gripped the edge of the table. Gary are you with someone else?

A womans sultry giggle drifted through the speaker, followed by a blonde head leaning into the frame. Mr. Smith, I told you your wife wasn't stupid. You look a little too satisfied to be at a business meeting.

Gary didn't even look guilty. If anything, he looked amused. Dont be like that, honey. Eight years is a long time. Things get a little stale. I just needed a bit of a spark.

I know its our anniversary, he added, his tone dismissive as he checked his watch. Ill be home tonight to make it up to you. Consider it a peace offering.

He hung up before I could scream.

I stared at the cooling dinner, the candles flickering like dying stars. I picked up the pregnancy test and, with trembling fingers, snapped it in half, then shredded the medical report into a hundred tiny white flakes.

Gary, I don't want your peace offering.

I dont want anything of yours ever again.

The first thing I did after hanging up was drive to the clinic. I had an appointment for a follow-up, but I walked in and asked for a termination instead.

This was supposed to be our miracle. Eight years of marriage, years of hormones, hundreds of needles, and a cabinet full of failed tests. This was our first.

Now, as the cold instruments moved inside me, I felt nothing but a hollow, echoing void.

Our childthe future I had built in my headwas gone before it ever truly began.

Gary didn't get home until long after midnight. He carried the scent of expensive bourbon and the musky, metallic tang of sex.

He glanced at the trash can, where the ruined dinner sat. He sighed, walking over and resting his chin on my shoulder, his arms looping around my waist. I stood rigid, my skin crawling where he touched me.

What? Still pouting? he murmured.

Evelyn, he said, using my name with a patronizing sweetness. How could you be so oblivious? Ive been seeing her for a year. Did you really just notice?

Remember that time you brought lunch to the office? She was under my desk the whole time, wearing that French maid outfit you refused to touch. If you wont do the things I like, why shouldnt another woman?

I bit my lip so hard I tasted copper. I didn't say a word. I just felt a deep, oily wave of nausea.

Somewhere along the line, the man who used to hold my hand in the rain had decided that stability was a prison. He wanted "sparks." He wanted the thrill of the illicit.

I remembered finding a long, honey-blonde hair on his blazer months ago. I remembered the scent of Jo Malone perfume that wasn't mine. He had told me it was just "lingering smoke from a client meeting."

I had forced myself to believe him. Or maybe I was just too terrified to imagine a world where he wasn't my anchor.

Looking at his smiling, handsome face now, I realized the anchor had become a millstone.

Anyway, I know how big-hearted you are, Gary said, patting my hip. Ill get you that Birkin you wanted tomorrow. And don't worrythose girls are just playthings. None of them are coming home. Youre still the only Mrs. Smith. Youre the one I love.

He leaned in to kiss me, and I flinched away as if he were a leper.

Why? I whispered. My voice was a ghost of itself. I wanted to ask how the boy who worked three jobs to buy my engagement ring became this hollowed-out monster.

He shrugged, completely unbothered. There is no why. Everyone in my circle does it. Work is stressful, marriage is predictable. If you dont chase a little adrenaline, whats the point of living?

Slap.

The sound echoed through the sterile kitchen. Garys head snapped to the side. A bright red handprint bloomed on his cheek, and a bead of blood appeared at the corner of his mouth.

Before he could speak, I threw the divorce papers onto the counter.

I want a divorce, Gary.

He slowly turned his head back, wiping the blood with his thumb. His eyes were dark, simmering with a dangerous kind of confidence.

Lydia, you cant leave me. You know that. Being my wife is the only thing keeping you in this lifestyle. Its the only thing paying for your grandmothers specialized care in Zurich.

He smiled, a cold, thin line. If you walk out that door, you have nothing. Ill make sure my lawyers don't leave you a single cent.

He picked up the papers and tore them into confetti, letting them rain down on the floor.

That night was the first time we slept in separate rooms.

I lay in the guest bed, the air thick with the scent of his expensive tobacco drifting from the master suite, and I cried until my throat was raw.

We met in college. Neither of us had a dime. Gary had big dreams of a tech startup, and I believed in him with a ferocity that bordered on madness. I turned down a prestigious grad school fellowship to work double shifts as a waitress and a secretary, funneling every cent into his vision.

I even sold the small cottage my mother had left me.

For two years, I didn't even answer my parents' calls because they hated him. Our wedding had no guests, no flowers.

In a cramped, drafty apartment, I wore a twenty-dollar vintage dress and we exchanged vows before a justice of the peace. He slipped a tiny, budget diamond on my finger, his eyes shining like the stars.

Madeline, I promise, he had whispered. Once I make it, Im going to give you the world.

He made it. Within three years, he was the "Golden Boy of Silicon Alley."

Our second weddingthe "real" onewas the talk of the city. A sea of white peonies, a five-course meal, and three hours of fireworks over the harbor. He told the press I was his "North Star."

He used to be so loyal. I remember a story about a business partner trying to set him up with a model; Gary walked out of the room. I remember him accidentally being drugged at a gala and locking himself in a bathroom, slicing his own palm with a key just to stay focused and faithful until I could get there.

As I bandaged his hand that night, he had kissed my forehead. I only ever want you, baby.

Marriage is predictable. If you don't chase a little adrenaline, what's the point?

The two versions of Gary clashed in my mind until I felt like I was losing my sanity.

The next morning, my pillow was damp. I walked into the kitchen to find breakfast preparedavocado toast and poached eggs, just the way I liked them. There was a sticky note on the door: Calling for rain today. Take the umbrella. Love, G.

It made me sick. The duality of it. I wished he would just be a villain. I wished he would stop acting like a loving husband while he was out destroying me. It was the "kindness" that felt like the sharpest blade.

My phone chimed incessantly. An unknown number had sent a series of media files.

I opened them, and my breath hitched. They were photosgraphic, intimate, and devastatingly clear.

Hi Lydia, the text read. Im Garys assistant. We spoke on the phone yesterday. I figured it was time we got acquainted. I hope we can find a way to coexist.

Before I could process the bile rising in my throat, another message popped up.

By the way, did you know weve been together for over a year? Weve probably spent more time together in his office chair than hes spent in your bed lately.

Don't be too sad. A man like Gary has needs. Im not the only one, you know. You should really pay closer attention to the people around you

The assistants words were a poison that seeped into my bones.

I stared at the breakfast Gary had made, then swept the plate off the counter. It shattered, egg yolk smearing across the marble. I slumped to the floor, dry-heaving into the trash can.

I didn't know where to go. I didn't have friends anymoreGary had slowly replaced my social circle with "corporate couples" who only talked about stocks and skiing.

Should I catch him in the act? No. That would only feed his sick need for "excitement."

Finally, I decided to drive two hours to the university town where my younger sister, Rebecca, was finishing her senior year. She was the only person I truly had left.

When I arrived at her apartment, she looked startled. Despite the sweltering summer heat, she was draped in a heavy oversized cardigan.

Lydia? What are you doing here? You didn't call, she said, her voice tight.

I didn't want to disturb your classes. I used the spare key, I said, my voice cracking. I reached out to hug her, the dam finally breaking. Gary is cheating. I tried to leave, but hes threatening me. I dont know what to do, Becca.

Rebecca stood there, stiff as a board. She didn't hug me back. Her hands were buried deep in her sleeves.

Aren't you hot? I asked, a strange intuition prickling at the back of my neck. I reached out and pulled the cardigan off her shoulders.

I froze.

Her neck and collarbone were a map of purple bruises and bite marks.

Who did this to you? I demanded, my protective instincts flaring. Which bastard did this? Tell me, Ill call the police.

Rebeccas face went white, then a deep, shameful red. She wouldn't look at me.

Then, the bedroom door creaked open.

A man stepped out, shirtless, rubbing a towel over his damp hair.

My heart didn't just break; it disintegrated. The world stopped turning. The air left the room.

It was Gary.

It is what it is, Lydia, Gary said calmly. He walked over and pulled Rebecca into his side, draped his arm over her bruised shoulder. Becca and I are together now.

You couldn't give me a child, he continued, his voice as casual as if he were discussing the weather. But I need an heir. Becca is family. Shes the perfect choice.

When? I whispered. My vision was blurring at the edges.

Gary chuckled. Last summer. When she came to stay with us. Remember that day at the lake? You were in the shallows because you cant swim. Becca and I were out by the buoy. She screamed, remember? You asked if she was okay. She told you she had a cramp. In reality, I was taking her for the first time. She couldn't help the noise.

And the next night, when she had a fever and you went to the hospital to get her meds? We were in the guest room before you even pulled out of the driveway

Gary, stop Rebecca whispered, her head hanging low.

You monster! I screamed. I grabbed a paring knife from the fruit bowl on the counter and lunged at him.

I had raised her. I had protected her. I thought she was an innocent victim, groomed by a predator.

Gary didn't move. He didn't even flinch as the tip of the blade pierced his skin through his shoulder.

Are you done, Lydia? Feel better now?

He grabbed my wrist, his grip like a vise, forcing me to hold the knife in place. He had that same loathsome, arrogant smile.

But it was Rebecca who broke me.

Lydia, stop! Dont hurt him! she cried out, her eyes red.

Hes forcing you, I sobbed. Becca, come with me, hes manipulating you!

Hes not! she snapped, her face twisting with a sudden, ugly resentment. I wanted this! I want to give him the baby you cant have!

She looked at me with pure venom. Why do you get everything? Why did you get the rich husband and the big house while Mom and Dad always made me follow in your shadow? I love him, too. And Im going to be the one who actually gives him a family.

The world exploded into white noise.

I don't remember leaving. I don't remember Gary driving me back to the city. I only remember the feel of his handthe same hand that had touched my sisterholding mine as he whispered:

Don't be scared, honey. When Becca has the baby, Ill let you raise it. Itll be like its yours.

And don't bother calling your parents. They already know. Theyve agreed to the arrangement. Just be a good girl.

I was back in the gilded cage. Back in the bedroom we had shared for eight years.

Gary tried to touch me, and I fought him like a wild animal until he gave up and left the room.

The betrayal was total. My sister. My parents. Even the driver who picked me up had a look of pitying recognition in his eyes. Everyone knew. I was the only one living in a fairy tale that had turned into a slasher flick.

Why her? I asked him when he came back in to check on me. It was the only question that mattered. Gary wasn't the type to risk everything for a child. He was too selfish for that.

Because the taboo of it makes my heart race, he said, tucking the covers around me. Hearing her call me Gary while Im thinking about you in the next room its the only time I feel alive.

I waited until he fell asleep in the guest room. I waited until the house was silent.

My phone buzzed. A text from the assistant.

Lydia, lets talk. I can get you out.

I didn't want to answer, but she was persistent. When she called, I finally picked up.

Why are you helping me? I asked. My voice was dead.

Because I want your spot, she said bluntly. With you out of the picture, its just me and the sister. And I can handle a college girl. Youre the only one he actually has a history with. Leave. Get out of my way.

My grandmother, I whispered. Shes in a facility he controls.

Ive already handled it, she said. I have a friend in international medical transport. Well move her to a private clinic in France tomorrow morning. Heres the plan.

The next afternoon, a courier delivered a package. Inside was a set of divorce papersalready signed by Gary. The assistant had slipped them into a stack of "urgent" corporate filings, and he had signed them without looking. There was also a one-way ticket to Paris.

That evening, Gary called me on FaceTime.

I answered. He was flushed, his breathing heavy. Behind him, I could hear the rhythmic creaking of a bed and a womans soft moans.

Lydia are you being a good girl at home? Dont hang up

Im with my assistant you remember her

I didn't say a word. I looked at the man I had spent my youth building. I turned the volume to mute, set the phone face down on the sofa, and walked out of the house with nothing but a small suitcase and a heart made of ash.

Goodbye, Gary. I hope the adrenaline is worth the fall.