No Second Chances For Secondhand Love

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The first time my wife didn't come home, I was frantic enough to call the police.

When I finally found her, the sheets were still warm from her encounter with the man who had haunted our marriage like a ghost. Sampson didnt even look guilty when he saw me. He stood there, adjusting his cufflinks with a chilling, entitled calm.

Since youve seen us, lets talk terms, he said, his voice smooth as silk. Youve been with Vicky for six years. Ill make sure she pays you a generous service fee. You wont have undressed for her for nothing all these years.

The rage hit me like a physical wave. I lunged, my fist connecting with the corner of his mouth until he bled.

Vicky let out a sharp, horrified gasp. She didnt rush to me; she rushed to him, cradling his face as if he were made of glass. She took him to the ER immediately, leaving me standing in the wreckage of a life I thought wed built.

She didnt come home until the third afternoon. She walked into the kitchen, poured herself a glass of water, and looked at me with an exhausting level of condescension.

Sampson has a temper, Daniel. Hes sharp-tongued, but hes got a good heart. Dont take what he said to heart.

I stared at her, speechless.

He promised me he wont hold the assault against you, she continued, as if she were doing me a favor. From now on, Ill be fair. Ill balance my time between you two. Theres no reason for us to have conflict anymore.

A cold, dead weight settled in my chest. I looked at this womanthis strangerand asked, Vicky, what on earth makes you think Id ever want a second-hand version of you?

She didn't flinch. Instead, she gave me a look of supreme, high-society confidence. You love me too much, Daniel. And you love our daughter. For Daisys sake, youll never leave.

...

A bitter laugh escaped my lips.

She was doing it againusing our child as a leash.

Vickys tone softened, a practiced gentleness returning to her voice. Come on, stop being dramatic. She reached out to stroke my arm, her touch once a source of comfort, now making my skin crawl. Even Daisy has accepted Sampson. Are you really going to be less mature than a four-year-old?

It felt like a blade had been driven through my sternum. I shoved her hand away, my stomach turning.

Our daughter knows about him?

Sampson is the best daddy ever! I love him the most!

Suddenly, Daisys bright, cheerful voice rang out from the top of the stairs. She came flying down, skipping toward the living room, and threw herself into Vickys arms. Then, she turned to me, her small face twisted in a pout of innocent indignation.

Daddy, why dont you like Daddy Sampson?

Every time she said itDaddy Sampsonit was a fresh twist of the knife.

Daisy... you call that man Daddy? I whispered. I felt the blood rushing to my head, my vision blurring with a hot, stinging prickle. I fought with everything I had to keep from breaking down in front of her.

Do you understand what that man is doing to our family? I asked, my voice trembling. Hes hurting me. Hes hurting us. And youre calling him Daddy?

Daisys lower lip trembled, and she burst into a loud, wailing sob. No, hes not! Mommy and I are happiest when were with Daddy Sampson! She pointed a small, accusatory finger at my face. Youre saying mean things! Youre the bad daddy!

Vicky immediately began wiping her tears, cooing to her in that honeyed voice. Sampson is the best daddy in the whole world, sweetie. Dont cry. Mommy thinks hes wonderful, too. Your father is just angry. Hes saying things he doesnt mean.

Daisys tears wouldn't stop. I want to go to Daddy Sampsons house. I want to sleep there tonight!

Okay, okay, Vicky soothed, picking her up. Well go to Sampsons. Well stay with him tonight.

Vicky walked toward the door with our daughter in her arms, never spared me a single backwards glance. It was as if I had ceased to exist, fading into the background like the expensive wallpaper shed picked out for this house.

In that moment, the leash snapped.

The weakness I felt for them withered away, replaced by a strange, hollow sense of relief. I reached for my phone to call a divorce lawyer, only to stop myself. I remembered thenVicky and I were never actually married.

Six years ago, when we started dating, her parents had been vehemently against us. I was a "nobody"a kid from a blue-collar town who had fought his way up to become the top-producing sales executive in the city. Vicky had been my client. Shed pursued me for months before I finally gave in.

To the rest of the world, I was successful and handsome. To the Beaumont family, I wasn't even worth the dirt on their loafers. Because our backgrounds were "incompatible," her father had demanded I sign a pre-nuptial agreement that made it clear I would never touch a cent of the Beaumont fortune.

Hed humiliated me in his study, saying, If you dont sign, it proves youre just a gold-digger. Youre a salesman, Daniel. You make a living selling your mouth. Some would say youre selling your body, too. Vicky is just going through a phase.

Young and proud, I had ripped the pre-nup to shreds in front of him. I told Vicky we wouldnt be getting a marriage certificate until her family actually respected me. I was naive back then. I thought a piece of paper meant nothing if there was no honor behind it.

Looking back, my pride was my salvation. I was free.

I checked my personal bank account. The balance had so many zeros I didnt bother counting; it was enough to live comfortably for the rest of my life. These were commissions Vicky had insisted on gifting me over the years, labeled as "voluntary gifts" in our records, along with bonuses for the massive contracts Id secured for the Beaumont Group.

Six years of my life, distilled into a digital number. At least it wasn't for nothing.

I sent a text to my old mentor, the CEO of a rival firm: Im ready to come back to the game.

In less than a minute, my phone rang. He was ecstatic. During my five years with him, I had been the undisputed "closer." I had more respect in that boardroom than I ever did in the Beaumont mansion.

I grabbed my ID and my bank cards. Just as I was about to walk out, Vicky returned.

Its late. Where are you going? Her tone was back to normal, but when she saw my cold expression, she softened. Look, honey, lets talk.

The word "honey" used to make me feel like the luckiest man alive. Now, it felt like a splinter under my fingernail.

She pulled me into the living room and opened a bottle of high-end bourbon. She poured two glasses and handed me one. I took it, deciding to give her one last chance to put a period at the end of our story.

We sat across from each other. She took a sip, looking at me with a heavy, nostalgic gaze.

I met Sampson in high school, she began slowly. He was my first love. When he moved abroad, I tried to follow him, but our fathers had a falling out over a business deal. They forbid us from being together. We were forced apart, and he stayed single all those years, waiting for me.

She watched for my reaction. I took a sip of the bourbon, saying nothing, just listening to the autopsy of our relationship.

A year ago, he came back, she continued. I tried to control myself, Daniel. I really did. But you can't control the heart. She looked me straight in the eye. But I cant leave you, either. In my heart, youre my only husband. I want to grow old with you.

My stomach churned. I had spent six years loving a woman who was apparently incapable of basic human decency.

My phone vibrated. I looked down. It was a message from Sampson.

Consider this a favor for taking care of Vicky for six years. Now you know why she chose you. Oh, and by the way, Daisy is asleep in my arms. She said she wants me to be her daddy forever. Ill love her like my own.

Below the text was a photo.

I froze. It was an old photo of Sampson, before whatever accident or time had changed his face.

A few years ago, Sampson looked remarkably like me. Or rather, I looked like him.

I wasn't her husband. I was his stunt double.

He went through so much over there, Vicky was saying, her voice cracking. He tried to take his own life because of me. He was disfigured... he had to go through the agony of reconstructive surgery. She began to sob. I owe him my life.

She stumbled toward me, smelling of expensive bourbon and betrayal. She threw her arms around me like a grieving child.

Daniel, please. I cant choose. I cant lose either of you. Just dont make this hard for me, okay? Ill make sure youre taken care of. Ill be fair to both of you.

The smell of her perfumethe one Id bought her for her birthdayclung to her. I realized now why shed always looked at me with that strange, wistful sadness when she touched my face. She wasn't looking at me. She was looking at a ghost.

Vicky, I said, my voice dead. Im not your husband. And were done.

She slumped against the sofa, the alcohol finally taking over. Her eyes closed, and she fell into a deep sleep.

I looked at that familiar, beautiful, lying face one last time. Were done, Vicky.

I walked out of that house without looking back.

The next morning, I got a text from her: Im giving you time to process this. When youve cleared your head, call me. Ill come pick you up and bring you home.

I didn't reply. Her "I want it all" attitude was like someone stabbing me in the chest and then offering me a piece of candy. It was insulting.

I moved into an apartment I owned, and the following day, I showed up at my old firm. My new life started quietly.

A few days later, while I was at the grocery store, I saw them. Vicky and Sampson, each holding one of Daisys hands. They looked like the perfect American family from a catalog.

Sampson went out of his way to approach me. Hey, Daniel. He was smiling, but his eyes were pure venom.

Vicky looked unbothered, nodding as if we were just casual acquaintances.

Daisy looked up at me and said, Daddy, its Daddy Sampsons birthday today. Youre a really good cook. I want him to have the best dinner. Can you come over and cook for him?

My heart, which I thought was already numb, shattered into a million pieces. I looked at her with ice in my veins.

Daisy, dont call me Daddy anymore. Im not your father.

Daisys face crumpled, and she began to wail.

Daniel! Vicky snapped. How could you speak to her like that? Stop being petty with a child.

Sampson picked Daisy up, playing the role of the protective, understanding father. Daniel, youre scaring her. The child is innocent. Even if you have a problem with me, dont take it out on her.

I felt nothing but a cold, hard clarity. You guys deserve each other.

I tried to walk past them, but Vicky grabbed my wrist. Her voice was firm, the tone of a CEO used to getting her way.

Enough. Stop the tantrums. Its Sampsons birthday, and our daughter wants your cooking. Come home, make dinner, and well have a nice family evening together.

Family?

I almost laughed.

Daisy stopped crying and looked at Vickys stomach. Daddy Sampson said Mommy has a baby in her tummy. She wants sour things. Then she looked at me. Daddy, make the spicy-sour fish. Mommy likes that.

Sampson smirked, patting Daisy on the head. Thats my girl. Just like your mom, always looking out for people.

I kept my face like stone.

Vickys phone rang, and she stepped away to take the call, taking Daisy with her.

Sampsons mask dropped instantly. His smile turned into a jagged, triumphant sneer.

Oh, I forgot to tell you the good news. Vicky and I got married yesterday. Legally.

I stared at him. After the death of my heart, his words were just noise.

He scoffed. So what if you look like the old me? Vicky loves me, not the face. You spent six years as a placeholder, no title, no nothing. The second I came back, she couldnt wait to sign the papers.

He paused for effect. And there was no pre-nup this time. None.

He pulled a marriage license from his jacket pocket and waved it in my face. As soon as she found out she was pregnant with my son, she took me straight to the courthouse. She said she didnt want our child to be a bastard.

A phantom pain flickered in my chestnot for her, but for the six years of my life Id poured into a void.

So, big brother, he mocked, make sure you buy the good ingredients for my birthday dinner. Your daughters orders.

I looked at him, truly looked at him. Whether this is a blessing or a curse, Sampson... only time will tell.

He sneered, assuming I was just jealous. I just smiled. My battlefield wasn't in a marriage or a petty rivalry over a woman who didn't know the meaning of the word loyalty.

I walked away and called my boss. You know that massive Southeast expansion project? I want the lead on the bid.

My boss practically screamed with joy.

I was going to show Sampson that he couldn't steal my life. Because the life he took wasn't worth having.

That evening, Vicky called. If you dont want to cook, I wont force you. Weve booked a table at a restaurant. Daisy really wants you there. Ill send a car for you, okay?

I kept my voice flat. Im busy. I have work.

She misinterpreted my tone as dedication to her company. Her voice turned sweet. My husband is so hardworking. I know you say mean things, but in my heart, youre still the best. The Southeast project is a big deal. Once you land it for us, Ill make it up to you.

I smiled to myself. I didn't correct her. For six years, even when I stepped back from the front lines, I had been the silent engine behind her biggest wins. She just assumed I would keep doing it.

I said nothing until the day of the bidding war.

I walked into the elite conference hall, surrounded by the city's power players. I saw Vicky and Sampson. She was in a stunning gown, her arm linked with his, looking every bit the corporate queen.

She whispered to me that she brought Sampson along so he could "learn the ropes" of the business.

I just nodded and took the stage.

Good morning, I began, my voice amplified and steady. My name is Daniel Miller, and I am here representing The Prescott Group.

The room went silent. Everyone in the industry knew I was Vicky Beaumonts man. This was a declaration of war.

Vickys face went pale. She stood up, her voice trembling. Daniel? Honey, you must have read the wrong company name.

Suddenly, a cold, commanding female voice cut through the room. Mrs. Beaumont, be careful with your words. Since when did my lead executive become your husband?